It's a habit, I think. I've learned to look critically at myself.
|he's already grown whiskers!|
Fast forward to this past weekend. Thanksgiving here, time for our annual family photo. In last year's photo I felt FAT. I was struggling with my weight, and then when we saw the photos, I was critical of myself. This year I wanted a change. My weight IS lower this year than last, so I was a bit more optimistic. I was careful in what I wore, so that I wouldn't look bigger than I am.
And then I saw this. Yes, we are humourous here and my oldest daughter was taking pics, and she took this one. Oh. la. la.
It set me off. :( Self-hatred, the whole 9-yards.
HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED THIS? WHAT DO YOU DO TO GET OVER IT?
✿ To Health, Fitness and Faith! ~ Dawn
|a better view, me and my man.|